The Tainted Sunrise

I know what I am, I know how people see me and then there's the way I see myself
September 20
Lyrics.: *Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep I’m tired and I I want to go to...

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Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I’m tired and I
I want to go to bed

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don’t try to wake me in the morning
‘Cause I will be gone
Don’t feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will…

(Source: )
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A toast to the future

Once you do one you want to do it all…

you want it gone

you love it

you want to run away

but towards it…

Hears to death,to sanctuary

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Invisible

Even when I’m walking on a wire

Even when I set myself on fire

everyday i try to look my best

even though inside I’m such a mess why do i always feel

Invisble, Invisble

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Not again

Great.

I just fucked up my life.

And its shit paint…

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drawing of life

I paint everyday now put every single emotion into that ratty scetch book

its my heart, my diary

now I’ve run out of red paint,

And I want to use it

so just one more cut…

for the painting

September 19

when will it happen

Wondering what I’ll die of…

myself

freak accident

murder

blood clot

disease

age

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i love my brother.

  • Me: I'm so "in-like" with him!
  • Brother: THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU ON THE COMPUTER?
  • Me: what do you mean?
  • brother: stop complaining, talk to him. A lot. Make him want to text you once you leave.
  • me: oh, yeah because i'm so interesting and he can't get enough of me -.-
  • brother: No? Because you're worth more than you give yourself credit for.
  • me: aw, that was really sweet!
  • brother: shut the fuck up and let me use the computer.